I hope I don't freak people out by posting something anchored on the academe. (Anyway,) You can just ignore this post if you don't feel like reading anything school-related. :)

Lately, I've been spending much time in the library, pondering on random books on how it might help with my thesis. I know I was working on a thesis but I don't what exactly in that thesis was I working on.

It was really hard for me to pull off whatever I was trying to pull off specially I was told that what I was dealing with was a pioneering study. My study being labelled as such pressures me. On the side note, I felt like I was doing something worthwhile. But then, the globe shifted and I realized I was not up for the challenge. I had to move around on something I was more familiar with, something closer to my heart. After all, working on something in that scope is still worthwhile. <3

Labels: lidoodles, Senior year, Studies, thesis

Monday, May 3, 2010

My kids? What? :))

Late last night (or super early this morning), Maika and I were talking via YM and we were having this conversation

me: hi maiks! awesome show! love it! :x
maika: but i was super slow! hahaha! i had brain lag
maika: pero ok lang
maika: saya ng bands
maika: band*
me: i knowwwww. they reminded me of runmanila :))
me: daming inside jokes :))
maika: your college collission kids ha
maika: Super daming inside jokes!
maika: yadayadayada
me: my kids? what? :))
me: yadayadayada
maika: yadayadayada
me: yadayadayada
maika: DUMDUMDUM
me: yadayadayada
me: yadayadayada
maika: AHHHH
maika: damn, the new kids are taking over na. I feel old
me: ME TOO :))
maika: dati kilala ko yung mga bandang brother bands
maika: one by one theyre graduating
me: I can't believe they're in second year :))
maika: now all those brothers bands are totally moving on! HAHAHA bago na yung mga tao!
me: I always assume that everyone's in the same age as I am :))
me: AGREE :))
maika: I FEEL OLD hahaha
me: I FEEL YOU :))

Gah. It's like I had my freshie year yesterday and suddenly I'm in my senior year tomorrow. :| Time really flies SO FAST. :| :| :|

Labels: blogspot, lidoodles, time

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Sunday, May 2, 2010

Happiness is a choice.

Recently, my almost extinct formspring account was brought back to life by two friends. One of them threw me this question, "li bakit palagi ka masaya?" Whether it was a serious question or not, I replied with this, "Dapat ba malungkot? :)" It was an honest answer. Although I've never thought of myself as a genuinely happy person (and I never thought some perceived me as such), I figured one can be happy as long as one opts to be happy. There would be always pros and cons in every situation you encounter but at the end of it all, it's up to you to decide on what kind of experience it was. Of course, there would always be people who'll make you realize what it's worth but it will always always always and always you who holds the final verdict.

Once, a person told me that he idolizes me for I manage to be happy despite the fact that I'm single. I don't believe I should be happy just because I'm with another person. It doesn't sound right that you achieve the feeling solely because of that. And I'm pretty proud that I enjoy life just as it is not because there's only this one single person who makes it worth it. But to be fair, I don't deny the fact that it does become extra special when you find that one special person you'd be happy to share your life with.

There are people who've always thought of life as unfair and unhappy. I think otherwise. Life would be as you take it, nothing else. It would be as you choose it to be. There would be no one description of it and it will vary from one person to the other. I define and choose mine to be a happy one.

"You can do anything with your life. It's just up to you on how you'll do it."
-from a new acquaintance I'd rather not name who :)

Labels: lidoodles

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I have a blogspot account!

Obviously, I do have one already. I just never thought I'd decide to make one. Let's hope I maintain this site because I'm not really good at that. Haha.

Hello blogspot! Lidoodles just invaded your space! :)

Labels: blogspot, lidoodles

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